This blog
post is from last year before I interrupted the course. Luckily due to
the nature of my inquiry I feel I don't have to make too many changes.
However, because my situation has changed from this time last year, I
now find myself constantly surrounded by my research candidates. Some
areas are now more accessible which is great because if anything I can
acquire more information using different tools and methods. I also hope
that because it is a year on and our world and technologies are forever
developing and changing there is even more for me to get my teeth in to!
See the bold italic areas to see the changes from this post last year
Reviewing module
2 and feedback given has really helped me get started and discover
changes I may want to make to my original plan.
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I have decided to get rid of 'focus group' as an inquiry tool. As Paula
said in the session less is more and if I'm honest with myself, I find
it virtually impossible to get a group of my professional friends
together. As these where the people I was going to being focusing on
(employed and unemployed performers) I realise that a one to one
interview is more applicable and less time consuming (we don't have long
and trying to find a time when everyone is free together could prove
quite challenging!).
This
is the first big change being made. I said last year that I found it
virtually impossible to get together a group of my professional friends.
This is because at that time I was at home in Liverpool with family and
so not surrounded by my professional friends who are more
or less based in London. However this year I am lucky enough to be in a
professional job. I am currently performing in Starlight Express in
Bochum, Germany. This means that I work, live, eat and breathe with my
fellow cast mates which makes them very accessible! We have all been in
this together since February and so I have created some amazing friends
which I will have forever. It is such a big company with some cast
members having worked here for over 10 years! This is amazing for me as
it allows me to research a whole spectrum of people e.g different ages,
experience, nationality, roles and status within the building (ensemble,
principals, dance captain, choreographer, skate coach etc).
I
feel a focus group would sit well with my close friends within the
company as I know I would find it easy to get us all together in one
space.
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I did originally plan to research professional performers within the
industry but I now feel it wiser to expand further by also interviewing
agents, directors and also other industry professionals in other
professions. Getting more opinions and thoughts from different types of
people status's and industries will allow me to discover themes (or not)
and relate and contrast to my own experiences and literature.
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An overall aim for this process is to self reflect on my own history
and experiences more. Acknowledging my own unconscious actions in the
past (attending Laines taster course. Why? to get seen before my
audition? to catch someones eye and be a face rather than just a name?
Was i aware of this at the time? Moving to London to attend Laine
Theatre Arts. Did I realise then the importance of having Laines as a
credit? Did I know the effect it would have when going out in to the
real world? Also being accessible by being in London.
Reviewing Module 2
"Aim is to develop beyond the module itself as I feel this is something I have learnt from my previous assignments"
Adesola
agrees that this is a good observation and how important the actual
process is itself. When asked what and inquiry was in the campus
session, are explanation focused more upon the journey and learning
through the process itself, rather than the objective being about
finding a right or a wrong answer. We are all different and may find so
many different opinions and questions surrounding our topic. However, I
believe we should take the parts we feel will work for us and that are
relevant to are own practice and compare with the theories we don't
fully relate to in order to develop understanding and greater knowledge.
This we can then use to our advantage during our professional
practice.
Reviewing
module 2 I have realised how important it is to be aware that you have
strong opinions about your topic and to carry this thought with you from
the beginning to the end. Keep questioning the ideas and the way you
are reading things. This point that Adesola mentioned to me has really
stuck out. I have my own opinion already in mind but I shouldn't let
this hinder how I read or interpret any of the information. Make
yourself ask questions that you wouldn't necessarily ask to try and get a
different point of view . This then relates back to what I said earlier
about using all of what you accumulate, even if you don't necessarily
believe or understand it. The more we can put ourselves out there in
other people's shoes and question it even more so, the more we can
absorb an therefore develop our learning and knowledge.
Action Research? Yes sounds good to me!
My
plan originally was all about me doing the inquiry and asking the
questions, observing the situations and then somehow making conclusions
about what I feel I have learnt and changes I might make to how I
network. However, after the help of Adesola, I have realised how I can
experiment myself with different approaches of networking as part of the
research project and see how I feel. It would work well experimenting
with close peers of mine and getting their feedback of how I came
across. This is a perfect example of me putting myself in other people's
shoes and being open to change. During the campus session Mimi Whitney
explained how she experimented with all the journal writing methods in
order to find which one worked best for her. This is exactly how I now
want to work with the networking methods I come across. This new action
research incorporated with the ideas I gather from my own research on
others I hope will give me a significant amount of knowledge surrounding
this subject. I also love the fact that I can explain first hand what
the experience is like and as I keep saying, getting it from different
points of view!
Developments-
I
conducted several interviews, observations and surveys last year which I
felt at the time had given me enough information to get started.
However, a year has gone by and I am interested to see if there are any
changes in peoples responses and actions. I am lucky enough to have the
past information as a base for me but I am building on top of that by
asking more questions to different people and seeing if much has changed
In a year!